It's just after midnight and I can't really get to sleep. That's what usually happens when I get into bed with my laptop and go online, I was supposed to be asleep 2 hours ago as I have a pretty busy day tomorrow(today) but I guess not.
I haven't been online much in the last few weeks and that reflects in my blogging inconsistency but I hope to remedy that now. More pics and things coming your way.
So apart from that my life seems to be taking on a life of its own. Yes, weird thing to say but truthfully I feel as though I've lost control over it. Work wise, relationship wise, even health wise, things seem very unclear at the moment. On the bright side, my family threw a surprise party for my grandfather who turned 75 last week. It was very touching to watch as people who had come from all over, even from the US, went over to him to say hello and share their love with him. I'm glad he's still healthy and strong, fitter than a lot of young guys I know today.
He's pretty spritely for his age and it was a tad disturbing to me to watch him and my grandmother, and a lot of their age mates still dancing at 2 in the morning while I was sitting down yawning uncontrollably, yelling at my brother to let me go home. Talk about reversed roles.
Spending time with my grandad and meeting his friends from his youth helped me put things into perspective and I'm looking forward to taking control of what I have going on with me at the moment. It seems daunting but I'm pretty sure I can work out my issues soon enough, albeit with some lessons to carry along with me.
Here's to massive mangoes with loads of chilli on them.